It has been a crazy time!

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I have not posted anything in a while and I do apologize! I am super excited though because we found a place as I did talk about previously and we are now living in our HOME. It is so nice to actually be able to have a home for a our family again. It has been a crazy time getting settled in, I mean if any of y'all have ever moved then you know what I am talking about. I am talking boxes for days, random things everywhere, random things in each corner of our living room and bedroom but I have got things done and I am very proud of myself because I am not a fantastic organizer to be honest.

 We started with the boxes in the middle of the living room and then I took each box to the room it belonged in. I started putting things together in my kitchen and in my 2 year old and 4 year -old room (that they share together) and got their room to where it was livable for them and to where I could say "okay, I think this will work for now". I also wanted to start in their room first before mine because I wanted them to have their space and also out of my hair while I got my room together, win win situation for everyone am I right? So like I said I am not an organizer I literally try not to pull my hair out while trying to figure out where every little teeny tiny thing will go.
But hey! I will get through this and I am getting through this. I am just so happy we have a place called home again. I will post and talk about the before and after of how this place looked and how it will look when things are finished. My husband (he's the real MVP) has done so much for us with working hard at work and also coming home from working and then working on this house so it gets finished, hes motivated and I am so very proud of him for everything that he is accomplishing.

To end this post I just want to tell you that even in the hardest moments in your life, it does not matter how small you think it is, but it is big to you, just take a deep breath and remember that that moment is temporary, that anxiety will go away. I have generalized anxiety I literally get anxious about everything but listen, the panic will go away if you take a step back and realize that this will pass and you will succeed if you just keep trying and if you keep your head held high. Trust me, I am still working on this too but that is one reason why I made this blog, I am still going through some tough times and I feel deeply in my heart that I need to share my tough times with y'all because I know what it feels like to be alone and feel like your are literally the only one on this earth that feels the way you do when these tough times feel like they are just drowning you. You got this! keep going, keep pulling through I believe in you!

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